i miss him...i miss his warmth, his voice, his humour, his breath, the holding of hands...........how i wish i could relive those moments.........someone else is enjoying these description above everyday and possibly for the rest of her life with him....
i noe i cannot make the same mistake before but i don't want to fall in love again bcus i am afraid of failure.i don't want to be hurt again. i keep dis illusioning myself and hynoptizing myself into believing i can survive without love. but the fact is i need love...if i ever do fall in love, i wil make sure it is not serious and that i will nt fall deep into it.
how i wish i could hab a robot companion who wouldn't cheat on me but make me feel secure and i wun feel like i am worse off than him or it.
I leave my fate in God's hands. I must devote myself to his teachings and not commit the same sins i did before.
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